stress

I usually blog when I am stress. It is a form of escapism for me.

I think this trip is proving to be more stressful than I really thought it might be. The combination of homesickness ("Find Me A Singaporean" makes me cry leh...), loneliness, stress at work, stress at shopping, stress from the singapore office is giving me sleepless nights. I cannot sleep well when I am worried. I know that very well. Thus, I get very angry when someone tries to ruin my relaxed state of mind before my sleep. Point is I have been very lethargic. Exercising could only help me to escape for that few moments only. I kept pondering, worrying and thinking about everything lately. WTF. I totally miss being an offshore drilling engineer, at least I don't need to mull over so many things at one go.

I am really just a very simple person. ARRGGHH!!!

PS: it didn't help that someone close to my mum just passed away as well. Lung cancer. I have known him for nearly 20 years of my life. He's a good man. RIP, Uncle Robert.