Life of a Young Engineer

I never realised how stressful it is to move from one job to another.... Instead of crossing bridges from one end of the river bank to another, we are walking on tightrope. It is that kind of hesitation, procrastination and frightening thoughts that I am immersing myself in now, when I have yet to cross the bridge. At the same time the exhilaration of being so scared kept me in this job for the last 1 year and counting..... Jilei mentioned awhile back that she doesn't see me complaining about my job, unlike most of my friends. (THIS IS MINUS THE INCIDENTS INVOLVING THE VERY DIFFICULT TO WORK WITH S.O.B SUP) Yup, the struggles that I meet in my career is very much my own struggle. It is the kind of struggle that only I can deal with... Nothing to do with people or things around me.... hahaha... I have received a call from boss. Looks like, I am heading off for another project. Something bigger and scarier, with people starting to expect me to perform... James is on the same boat again... hahaha... it's quite a shiver down my spine when I heard what we have to do....

this career is good in a sense that it constantly reminds me how young I am and how far a road I have to go to be RICH one day....HAHAHAH....