actually, I am feeling a bit lousy today....

PS: I am just being very childish in this entry. Sometimes, I just cannot control what I have on my head. Vulgarities alert!

I think I have really tried to remain calm today, I really tried to..... I couldn't.

Ya, I was shivering with so much anger at the shower just now...

Somehow, I couldn't sleep last night. Was super lethargic this morning till I had to down a cup of coffee after lunch. Yeah, I try to avoid coffee nowadays 'cos I know how dependent I can get on it.

Shortly after the noon teabreak, I got the first thing that triggered off my temper. I got an email from Aly to get me and JS to put together a presentation and also to take some pictures. When I saw the list of pictures I am supposed to take, it was the same list that I got from her last weekend!! I told her over the weekend that most of the pictures were in the network drive and even told her that James should be able to help to locate the pictures. By sending the same list the 2nd time, it really made it seem like I didn't do my job at all!!! It is damn fustrating when I had to repeat the same set of instructions 3 times...

The other thing was my boss expects JS and I to put together a presentation by Friday and JS got a whole LOT of other arrows from Jenny as well. Sitting beside JS, I know how difficult is it for him to use his useless laptop to do design work. AND It is not like we have nothing to do on the rig loh!

Then after our shift was over, JS and I went to the bow to take some pictures for our presentation. I saw the whole bunch of the upper management sitting around smoking. DOG was there and he asked," So you have any difficult questions for me today?" I don't talk to him. So apparently, someone has been telling people things about me. I just mumbled some nonsense and walked away.

Yes, someone amongst them couldn't answer my questions and just decided to bitch to everyone about me. Yeah yeah, someone's EGO got hurt. And he decides to throw some cold water at my learning spirit. It's disgusting how male egos works sometimes.

Then after dinner, JS and I were at Guy's office getting some stuff from John. Guy had to ask us," So what have the 2 of you been dosing around the whole day ie. doing nothing the whole day." Please, we were trying to get our competencies done can.....

You know what, because I am so ANGRY at whole bunch of them, I am going to tell you how UGLY they are in my opinion!

1. Scratching their ball while talking to me. Yes, 80% of the those sitting there are guilty of it.
2. more than 90% only completed high school.
3. divorce, prostitution. Need I say more?
4. If anything goes wrong, they point fingers at each other. Ha! Teamwork to HELL!
5. They operate like teen gangs. They will run you off the rig or bully you if one of them don't like you.
6. Zero empathy in them. They laugh at handicaps.
7. Most type with 2 fingers. Yes, very slowly as well. Just imagine farmers trying to use the computers.
8. None of those can speak to me for 5 sentence without using the word FUCK once.

That's how it is out here. It's a freaking MCP environment. And you know what's so difficult about this? Tmr morning when I wake up, I have to see them and try to be nice to them. *sigh* sometimes I wished I could just do something stupid like show my temper... but no choice, I have to remember my ultimate goal and shouldn't let small things like this get in my way... these are just like pi sai stucked in my nose. Dig it out and flick it away. hahaha....

oh well.. they are just guys afterall..... I can make them look even more stupid if I want to....S.O.Bs..